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The short version is they were mad at him over losing the lawsuit over the rights to his name and they wanted to show Bret Hart if he didn’t come back for the DVD, they would trash one of their best people so they did it. Most of that DVD was BS as fans who have followed wrestling closely know.

They are begging him to come do the HOF this year. They are under a microscope after the Benoit tragedy and even more Wrestler deaths since: Test, Umaga, etc. And Warrior has adjusted to life after wresting better than any other wrestler. He got out of the business at the right time and now he is financially comfortable with a beautiful family, is still married to his first and only wife, no drug problems, and he still is in great health and even still has a killer physique. Compare that to guys like Jake the Snake or Billy Jack Haynes who’s lives are a total mess, and they are lucky to be alive. Hell, look at all the marriage, family, and financial problems Hulk and Flair have had over the last 3 years!

Anyway, Warrior has a house in Arizona where the HOF is taking place and they still don’t have a headlining main eventer to go in this year. They’ve contacted him, they’ve put him in the WWE opening montage, HHH referred to him in a promo with Shemus, etc. Looks like they are really trying to put him in.

OK, so the media says it was an accidental drug overdose. How does anyone ever really know if it was intentional or accidental? Not everyone leaves a note when they plan on taking their life. Plus, families do not want to bear the shame of suicide and mental illness. They do not always volunteer the truth even to the police. After all, what good will that do for them?

The man was a Harvard grad, and was an attorney for a very brief time. Switching suddenly from that to comedy and then not ever wanting to talk about his brief stint as a lawyer says to me that there had to be some major issues in his life. At 44, no mention of a wife, a marriage, divorce. kids or a current girl/boyfriend. Nothing.

Any thoughts on the issue?

I know it’s not that great but I tried.
Eddie Guerrero was born on October 3,1967 in El Paso, Texas. He was born into the Guerrero family which was Mexico’s first family of professional wrestlers. His father was Gory Guerrero, a Mexican wrestling legend. Because of that, at an early age many people thought that he was going to grow up a wrestler. Before Eddie turned twenty, he was wrestling in Mexico under small promotions. His true talent was clearly shown and better opportunities were soon to follow. Soon, a new promotion, World Championship Wrestling, (WCW) was looking for impressive talent and Eddie seemed to be exactly what they were looking for. Eddie never got to shine and let the world know what he was about because of backstage feuds and racism. Other things in personal life started to go downhill. He was really depressed about his life so he tried to wipe away all the trouble in his life with alcohol, drugs, and painkillers. It clearly didn’t work and he was on a downward spiral. Some of his friends like Chris Benoit were tired of the way they were being treated so they thought the best thing to do was to leave WCW. Eddie signed with World Wrestling Federation (WWF) which was the big leagues. In his debut match against “The New Age Outlaws” he tried to perform his signature move but injured his elbow in the process. When he came back he teamed with Chyna and because the “Latino Heat” character that really made him famous. He continued to “Wow” wrestling fans al over the world but on a personal level Guerrero was slowly hurting himself. Every night was another party, more alcohol, and more pills. His family really wanted to help him but he didn’t want to face the fact that he wasn’t okay. He even spent four months in rehab. That still couldn’t change his addictions. He even lost his job with the WWE because of a DUI arrest. Finally, after all the troubles in his family he thought there was only one way to solve this, and that was to end his life. He took more pills, drank more alcohol and got into his car. His plan was to make his wife feel bad for him by getting in a car accident. If he survived the night, that was fine. If he didn’t, oh well. That night he got into a really serious car accident. His wife thought it was a miracle that he didn’t get killed. While he was lying in his hospital bed his kids were brought into the room. When he saw his kids cry he knew he had to do something. He started going back to church with his wife, Vickie. Part of that was just a way to try and save his marriage. He realized that what he really needed in his life was God. He says that he used the bible to “Help him find peace and kick his addictions.” Because he got clean WWE offered him a second chance. He graciously took it and new that this is what he was meant to do. He teamed up with his nephew Chavo Guerrero and formed the tag team “Los Guerreros”. They became WWE tag team champions. In single wrestling he also won the WWE Championship. He said that that is one of the greatest moments of his career. Sadly Eddie Guerrero died in November 2005, due to heart complications caused by his former addictions and former steroid use.
Also what do you think would be a good title for a Chris Benoit book. My dad said Killing Children,Stealing Steriods:The Chris Benoit Story. It’s kinda funny but at the same time really messed up.

Our troops in Afghanistan prove they’ve retained their sense of humor with the following:

“YOU MAY BE A TALIBAN IF….”

1. You refine heroin for a living, but you have a moral objection to beer.

2. You own a $3,000 machine gun and $5,000 rocket launcher, but you can’t afford shoes.

3. You have more wives than teeth.

4. You wipe your butt with your bare left hand, but consider bacon “unclean.”

5. You think vests come in two styles: bullet-proof and suicide.

6. You can’t think of anyone you haven’t declared Jihad against.

7. You consider television dangerous, but routinely carry explosives in your clothing.

8. You were amazed to discover that cell phones have uses other than setting off roadside bombs.

9. You have nothing against women and think every man should own at least two.

10. You’ve always had a crush on your neighbor’s goat.

Well I do, because I just say an advert with him promoting Heineken!

And (correct me if im wrong) doesnt beer kill more people than all the illegal drugs combined. and (again correct me if im wrong) isn’t beer responsible for half of the violent crimes in our society? and doesnt it ruin families, and make men beat their wives?

And arent most of brad pitts fans 12 year old girls? so wont it be them who is gonna want to buy the products that he promotes? So isnt he liek one of those guys who sells crack outside the school gates!

Dont get me wrong on this im not singling out brad pitt im just using him as an example!

But heres the REAL question here…do yuu think Beer is the worst drug in the world? and whys it legal when…other drugs like heroin and cocaine, drugs that dont do half as much damage as alchol, and drugs that have positive medical benifits are illegal?

thanks for reading
the reason they steal to get money for crack is cuz its illegal….if it was legal it would be just as cheap as beer and crime would half over night!

My wife’s friend is 23 and is pregnant with her first baby.

Her father has been married 5 times, he has many DUIs due to his alcholism, has been in jail a lot and he is violent with women.

Her mother had boyfriends who beat her up, she was an alcoholic and drug user since her daughter was 1 and died of a herion overdose when her daughter was 20.

My wife’s friend has had many engagements with men she knew only weeks, and married a guy after 5 months of knowing him. They hate each other, she cheated on him after 6 months of marriage, and she asked for a divorce 3 months before she got pregnant on purpose. She parties all of the time and has had a drinking problem for the past 5 years.

My wife tries to help her friend, but her friend says she doesn’t have any problems and will be a good mom despite her plans to continue her lifestyle after the baby is born.

Do you think that she will be a good mom once the baby is born?

it just seems stupid, to be fair,i blame them for any crime that is the result of drug culture/dealing. if they were made available to the public like alcohol is, it would be much cleaner, safer, ppl wouldn get shot over it n $hit. They complain bout ppl gettin popped over drugs which is jus stupid since they doin it over something less harmful than alcohol, which is legal. These drug laws are jus causin them stupid amounts of stress n money, why not put it all towards the wives gettin beaten and kids gettin abused thanthis senseless $hit?? Studies have proven that alcohol can even be more harmful than smack and every other form of narcotic.they even rated each kinda drug on a scale of 1 to 100 (100 bein tha most dangerous a drug can be) in terms of how dangerous it is, alcohol was rated 75 whereas heroin was given 55, same for crack and chronic was given a measley 20! fuc* knows why the hell they decided to bang up weed from a class c to a class b here in tha u.k. discovering all o this made me even madder at tha people that look down at ya for smokin a bit o chronic n sayin its dangerous…. anyways.. reckon that they’ll ever see sense and legalise drugs in the future? near or not.

We are Englishmen, our wives are pale and stinky
Our veins are full of heroin
Our hearts are full of envy
Because your beer isn’t warm
And you don’t boil your food till it tastes like dirt
We won’t hesitate to knife you for a shilling
Our armed forces have murdered civilians all over the globe
And we can’t rhyme worth a damn
Our ancestors were the most inbred people in Europe
Our boarding schools are full of sadomasochistic
Ho – mo – sex – yooo – al – i – tyyyyyyy
Thank you America for bailing our arses
Out of both World Wars
‘Cuz we’re just a bunch of useless
Englishmeeeeeeeeeeennnnn!!!!!!!

black/white/mexican/nativeamerican/asian/whatever

I try not to be that guy and I try to believe this, that 10% of most ethnicities my own included suck and the other %90 are good human beings but I want to see how others think. This is when you factor in everyone in a lump that 10% being people who molest kids people who beat their wives with a closed fist, people who use coke or heroin, people who break into homes, people who rob or commit other felonies etc.

I used the 1st verse from one of my questions I asked early. Rate it and tell me what you think its about.
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Mentally unstable governments fall apart
Certainly not able stubborn politicians
Trying to sweet talk us into war like a girl
Trying to sweet talk me into her little world
Does the damn government remember the great man
The great freedom fighter who was left on a cross
Nails in his hands he died for our debaucheries
Why do we just keep sinning that’s all I damn see
Did he die just in vain? Did we enjoy his pain?
Did you ever think that rain is God sad crying
Cuz he reluctantly knows we’re going to hell
Kids going to jail for a bite they had to steal
For the bare necessities we sin to survive
Survive to sin today I get negative vibes
I will sin I know it today it’s part of life
It’s live or die and still suffer eternal strife

[Hook]
The world today is pretty fucked up
Everything to me is like Kryptonite
Cuz last night I got into combat
With my fist even though I live above that
I usually do lyrical combat on a mic’
I don’t care I say what I like
So let me say this now

Guns, drugs, death, disease the whole world is on it’s knees
The day we all die is here we’re gonna have peace
Judgment day is on the horizon do not run
I’m no prophet but these are the visions I get
I’m not religious but this is real shit today
Kids running away from parents that abuse them
Then they find pot, and heroin and start to use them
Needles break in there skin look at the world we’re in
STDs, disease, viruses are all in us
Spreading from one to thousands in every human
Underage pregnancies leading to abortions
Every damn women today can be a whore man
I don’t care what you say what you do it’s damn true
We are all animals with the basic instincts
To just damn feed, mate, kill and finally repeat
Humanity is gone since we lost our sanity

[Hook]
The world today is pretty fucked up
Everything to me is like Kryptonite
Cuz last night I got into combat
With my fist even though I live above that
I usually do lyrical combat on a mic’
I don’t care I say what I like
So let me say this now

I’ve seen things in front of me they’re hard to believe
Murders saying abra-cadaver when they stabbed her
Only questions no answers after they found her
Ashes to ashes bastard and bastards everywhere
How many wars will finally quench your thirst for blood?
Father like son that’s what they say maybe it’s true
I really don’t know but it is for you
He wanted a war then you made it more and more
You attention whore “Daddy Daddy look at me!
“I made this war you wanted no matter what the cost”
“Look at it now daddy I made it a holocaust”
You dictator your no leader we damn hate you
You’re just like Adolf Hitler, or a wife beater
I’m delighted your rain is almost over
I’m gonna have to go with Barack on this one
Because he will be way better when your gone
Thanx man I’m gonna record this in the next two months. And to me nothing is too lyrical. I want to be considered one of the best lyricist ever when I get older. So to me it’s not lyrical enough…..Lol
Hey dude I didn’t ask for your opinion on the subject. I just wanted to know if you got the meaning. And I say Bush is like Hitler cuz both attacked people that are different than them. Both started a war. Both were stupid leaders.

It’s an opera using only David Bowie tunes. I’ll give you the basic plot: a man is seduced by the Devil, which leads him to a life of eternal damnation after his living days are over. First, he consummates his relationship w/his girlfriend, ask her to marry him, and gets turned down. He’s torn apart inside, but soon enough meets an androgynous, bisexual man named Ziggy Stardust, who he has a relationship with. Ziggy dies from an overdose of heroin , and Aladdin decides to move from London to New York. He joins Andy Warhol’s clique (and they’re followed around by a weird entourage), then Andy is shot. After becoming somewhat famous among the New York underground rock scene, he moves to Berlin and becomes dependant on cocaine (The Thin White Duke), and eventually himself overdoses, and Satan drags him to Hell.

Prelude
‘The Width of a Circle’ (I)

1st Act
‘Young Americans’
‘Be My Wife’
‘Drive-In Saturday’
‘The Prettiest Star’
‘Golden Years’

Transition
‘Wild is the Wind’
‘Aladdin Sane’

2nd act
‘Oh! You Pretty Things’
‘Changes’
‘Soul Love’
‘Lady Stardust’
‘Ziggy Stardust’
‘Velvet Goldmine’
‘Suffragette City’
‘Station to Station’ (I)
‘Ashes to Ashes’

Transition
‘Rock ‘n’ Roll Suicide’
‘Look Back in Anger’

3rd act
‘Fantastic Voyage’
‘The Jean Genie’
‘Fame’
‘Andy Warhol’
‘Life on Mars?’
‘Station to Station’ (II)
‘Space Oddity’

Climax
‘The Man Who Sold the World’
‘Station to Station’ (III, entire song)
‘The Width of a Circle’ (II)
And, when Andy is shot, his wig flies off.

You guys know that actually did happen, right?

Do you feel that when your spouse hurt you very bad, that karma willl strike them sooner or later? If so, please give details!
This is a true life story. There was this interracial couple. The husband was caucasion and the wife is filipino. The husband was extremely handsome and was highly educated and had a great job. The wife is a nurse. They have two kids. The wife worked hard to support her family and she was faithful, loving and caring wife. The husband made good money but she never saw any of it so she didn’t know where the money was going. For years, he had been hiding the money to buy drugs. He even had an affair with his wife’s friend who was also a nurse. After they divorced, the man led a miserable life of doing drugs and sleeping around. The woman had to support her 2 kids by begging for money from her relatives because her salary wasn’t enough because she had lot of expenses to pay because her ex husband wasn’t giving any child support or spouse alimony. Years later, the husband got cancer and was hospitalized he became severely emaciated- his good looks were gone. None of his relatives took care of him, they only visited. The ex-wife found out he was in the hospital where she worked and she visited him. He broke down and begged for her forgiveness for hurting her all those years. This woman with the heart of gold, took her ex-husband in and let her stay in her house and took care of him until he died.

Do you feel that when your spouse hurt you very bad, that karma willl strike them sooner or later? If so, please give details!
This is a true life story. There was this interracial couple. The husband was caucasion and the wife is filipino. The husband was extremely handsome and was highly educated and had a great job. The wife is a nurse. They have two kids. The wife worked hard to support her family and she was faithful, loving and caring wife. The husband made good money but she never saw any of it so she didn’t know where the money was going. For years, he had been hiding the money to buy drugs. He even had an affair with his wife’s friend who was also a nurse. After they divorced, the man led a miserable life of doing drugs and sleeping around. The woman had to support her 2 kids by begging for money from her relatives because her salary wasn’t enough because she had lot of expenses to pay because her ex husband wasn’t giving any child support or spouse alimony. Years later, the husband got cancer and was hospitalized he became severely emaciated- his good looks were gone. None of his relatives took care of him, they only visited. The ex-wife found out he was in the hospital where she worked and she visited him. He broke down and begged for her forgiveness for hurting her all those years. This woman with the heart of gold, took her ex-husband in and let her stay in her house and took care of him until he died.

Okay, I have had a very depressing life so far. My mother died giving birth to me, which caused my father to breakdown so he sent me away to live with my grandparents down in florida while my dad was in chicago, for 8 years I thought my grandparents were my parents and that my aunt was my sister, but on my 8th birthday, they took me to the cemetery to my mothers grave and I found out that my real mother was dead. I turned into a punk, and my grandparents kicked me out when I was 12 to live back with my dad and his new wife, and then I felt like I actually had a family and I loved my step mom very very much she was my best friend..then she died when I was 14, and my dad turned into an alcoholic and a drug abuser. I ran away from him, and lived in the streets sleeping in friends houses begging for change from 14 on..at 19 I met this girl that was my girlfriend until I was 21, then she broke up with me, around that time my father died too, and I started snorting cocaine and doing heroin, at 23 and got caught and sent to jail then I went back to court and they sent me to rehab and I just got out this feb…I’m 25 now, I sleep on the floor in the basement of my friends house that are crack addicts, with no job, no car, nothing…no family. I have nothing, and I’m considering suicide..I don’t know what to do anymore…there is nothing in my life worth living for…what should I do?

Now let me tell you first off I am NOT a scientologist, I am a Neo-Pagan and a consumer/psychiatric survivor who would really like to share her story and the abuses psychiatry has preformed on men and women throughout the years. It is a means of social control, and the death of many who look to it for help and healing.

Did you know that being gay was a mental illness up until 1973 when psychiatrists “voted” to have it taken out of the DSM-V?

Did you know that many people are being forcibly drugged and electro-shocked against their wills for their beliefs?

Did you know that being african american and a slave who ran away from inhumane conditions was coined as a psychiatric disease called drapetomania. Meaning runaway (slave) madness. This was coined by Samuel A. Cartwright in 1851.

All of you could be labeled as metally ill if you went into a psychiartist’s office today, there are so many illnesses every person who steps into a psychiatists office can be pinned down with a label within 10 minutes of conversation.

My story is pretty much I am a Neo-Pagan ad I believe my rights were heavily ignored when I made a visit to the hospital for issues of abuse. ( my father had sexually abused me and I wanted to deal with it ) well, the psychiatrist pretty much told me outright that I was had a thought disorder and it never happened. Isn’t this outrageous?

They went through the standard questions, and asked if I believe in psychic powers, I replied with no, but I do believe everyone has a certain intuition or sixth sense.

They asked me if I believe I can display telepathy, again my answer was no, but I did explain I believe when two people get close enough to eachother they can pick up on eachothers thoughts, such as twins do.

So naturally they wrote down that I believe I am psychic and that I believe I can send telepathic thoughts.

I was committed, and still am to this day, and am being forced to take anti-psychotics.

There are many a book out there on how to increase your psychic development.
And there are plenty of studies on the possibility of telepathy.

I told them I was interested in parapsychology and ghost hunting as well.

And they wrote down the patient believes she has a “ghost recorder”, yes, I was trying to capture EVP’s and had caught some really good ones. These people do not watch ghost adventures I’m geussing.

What do you think? Do you think I’m nuts, or do you think my rights and beliefs have been violated?

I really think it’s messed up because there was a guy who overdosed on heroin and threw himself down a flight of stairs, was in a full body cast, and they didn’t commit him, just sent him home.
There was another guy who slit his own neck over his ex wife, they sent him home too.

But I have alternative beliefs, so I’m the one who needs anti-psychotics?

What do you guys think of psychiatry?

http://www.mindfreedom.org/

http://www.stopshrinks.org/

http://www.antipsychiatry.org/

http://www.cchr.org/#/home

The World Today
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Mentally unstable governments fall apart
Certainly not able stubborn politicians
Trying to sweet talk us into war like a girl
Trying to sweet talk me into her little world
Does the damn government remember the great man
The great freedom fighter who was left on a cross
Nails in his hands he died for our debaucheries
Why do we just keep sinning that’s all I damn see
Did he die just in vain? Did we enjoy his pain?
Did you ever think that rain is God sad crying
Cuz he reluctantly knows we’re going to hell
Kids going to jail for a bite they had to steal
For the bare necessities we sin to survive
Survive to sin today I get negative vibes
I will sin I know it today it’s part of life
It’s live or die and still suffer eternal strife

[Hook]
The world today is pretty fucked up
Everything to me is like Kryptonite
Cuz last night I got into combat
With my fist even though I live above that
I usually do lyrical combat on a mic’
I don’t care I say what I like
So let me say this now

Guns, drugs, death, disease the whole world is on it’s knees
The day we all die is here we’re gonna have peace
Judgment day is on the horizon do not run
I’m no prophet but these are the visions I get
I’m not religious but this is real shit today
Kids running away from parents that abuse them
Then they find pot, and heroin and start to use them
Needles break in there skin look at the world we’re in
STDs, disease, viruses are all in us
Spreading from one to thousands in every human
Underage pregnancies leading to abortions
Every damn women today can be a whore man
I don’t care what you say what you do it’s damn true
We are all animals with the basic instincts
To just damn feed, mate, kill and finally repeat
Humanity is gone since we lost our sanity

[Hook]
The world today is pretty fucked up
Everything to me is like Kryptonite
Cuz last night I got into combat
With my fist even though I live above that
I usually do lyrical combat on a mic’
I don’t care I say what I like
So let me say this now

I’ve seen things in front of me they’re hard to believe
Murders saying abra-cadaver when they stabbed her
Only questions no answers after they found her
Ashes to ashes bastard and bastards everywhere
How many wars will finally quench your thirst for blood?
Father like son that’s what they say maybe it’s true
I really don’t know but it is for you
He wanted a war then you made it more and more
You attention whore “Daddy Daddy look at me!
“I made this war you wanted no matter what the cost”
“Look at it now daddy I made it a holocaust”
You dictator your no leader we damn hate you
You’re just like Adolf Hitler, or a wife beater
I’m delighted your rain is almost over
I’m gonna have to go with Barack on this one
Because he will be way better when your gone
You may not want to steal these I’ve copyright them before I posted them on my copyright site. So if you do I can bring you to court and sue.
Ok man sorry I went crazy. I just don’t like people saying that stuff. Kidding or not that a subject I will go crazy about.

This is a poem called

“The Life I chose”

This is about the life we all choose, to follow everyday
working in a factory, no heat at home, barely getting paid
you struggle to pay the rent when its due, no matter what the price
you making sure your kids fed, rolling with a new crew, we aint nice
we making crack sales, bud, scripts, it dont matter your fix
you think its all fun and games, but the police playing tricks
to try to get you indicted, in prison for a federal offense
as the cops roll by, the trigger fingers get tense
people think that everybody selling has a choice,
but alot us of are born into it, with a silenced voice
this business you wanna get into, isnt very smart
coming out alive, or not in prison is a real thug art
not many can support a child on welfare, almost impossible
rolling down the streets, seeing the dealers lair, he’s unstoppable
you cant stop it by throwing money at the problems
even if the mayor says his promise is solemn
but this isnt just about the ghetto life, its inside every home
lets move to California, finding a young girl all alone
she was raised in a nice area, but suffered from the booze in her house
when she returned from school, her mother bruised, with blood on her blouse
she listened as the beatings continued, trying to save her own life
she is growing up afraid to be a woman, never to be a wife
she cuts herself to try to alleviate the pain, no matter how deep
the cuts keep going, she can never escape and fall asleep.
she tries to maintain a positive outlook, but is beaten into submission
she prays to who she thinks is god, as the beatings continues, just wishin
but one day, she decides to end her mothers anguish, and gets a knife
as her father smacks her mother, as his blood is drained, so is his life
she just killed her father, but cant handle what she’s done
addicted to blood, they say a junkie is like a setting sun
so she waits for the police, starts herself a gun battle
takes her daddies keys, and grabs some guns, as the ammo rattles
the first cop rolls up to the scene, to be sprayed with fire,
as if by a cop killin machine, she dares the cops to try her
they fire back, she is done fighting them, so she snaps
loads the gun, spins the chamber, and fires off her last cap
the coroner said, they found a diary, and inside was a horrible story
that showed the abuse, and violence that involved the girl named Tory
So now we go back to our homie out in Harlem
slanging the heroin, trying to pay for his street stardom
but slowly he began a deadly course, which he couldn’t supply
they say Scarface failed the rule, as did he, always gettin high
he doesnt make his profit like he used to, now he using
not a dealer anymore, lost the money, now he abusing
so he getting strung out all day, but searches for a god to pray
he found one, and know is cleaner, following what jesus would say
now its been 15 years since his horrible, addiction that led to his disease
he has the A-I-D-S, but has a child and is begging god please
let his child be sparred from his, incurable fate
not knowing it isnt his, but his wife had gotten raped
so he dies a man, thinking his son will die
but now we all know, that his son never said goodbye
to a real man, who woulda loved him the same
even if the things he did, were horrible, just to maintain
so hopefully we know the sad story, no matter where you from
you life can be gory, but drowning all the pain that we carry in rum
doesnt stop, what happens everyday, in every spot
hopefully theres a heaven, that we have all forgot,
so we can live in eternal peace, never hell
people feel they are there, in a prison cell
maybe we can adapt, to stop the shit from the past
but maybe we repeat, just like the generation last

Hopefully its good, umm 1-10 guys, Thanks

False Promises
By Sam

I have been crying lately, getting false promises like a better future or the finale divorce from my wife.

Everything tasted like bullets and blood.

I was promised that I didn’t have cancer, and yet tomorrow I go under Chemo.

They’ll come up to me and say “Everything will be better tomorrow.”

That’s what they said yesterday.

I was promised a son who would go to college, get married, have kids, and now he buried 6 feet under dirt and worms.

‘Everything will be better tomorrow.’

Does it ever get better? Or is it another False Promise.

I was promised they would find the guy who robbed my house, they
haven’t and he is listing to Free Bird by Lynard Skinner on my $1000 stereo while getting high of heroin.

Bastard.

‘Everything will be alright tomorrow.’

But for some reason I can’t help and feel optimistic about the whole situations.

Hopefully the cancer will kill me.

Hopefully I will be buried with my son.

Hopefully my soon to be ex-wife will stand on my grave with her 19 year old Pool Boy just recently let go from High School.

The only promise that has been kept is me dyeing but when will that happen?

well yeah at first i was sure kurt cobain had committed suicide but there is some undeniable evidence that it could have been murder. for example, afler he disapeared for a few days, his wife Courtney Love sent a private investigator to go find him. they didnt find him in his house, but they day right affter, he was discovered dead in that house. it looked like he blew his brains out. but the thing is that doctors said he had been dead for about 5 days.

also they found high traces of heroin in his blood, and they said it was 3 times the lethal amount and that if he had taken that much heroin, it would have been difficult for him to grab the gun and shoot himself. look at this website for some of the evidence:

www.cobaincase.com
also people, Kurts body was missing his credit card. a few minutes before his death, someone used his credit card to make a charge. the credit card or the person using the credit card where never found. after kurt’s body was discovered and immediately publicized, kurt cobain’s credit card was not being used.
also people, Kurts body was missing his credit card. a few minutes before his death, someone used his credit card to make a charge. the credit card or the person using the credit card where never found. after kurt’s body was discovered and immediately publicized, kurt cobain’s credit card was not being used.

Man Eli I hate U.
And when I think of U.
I think of U as a monster.
And when I do I go eat at Red Lobster.
Trying to keep my mind clean.
Man Eli u were so fuc*** mean.
I’ve had it with all those abuses.
U beat me up so bad and u left me bruces.
Remember that time U asked me to be your wife.
I said no and u threaten to cut my throat with a knife.
Man Eli I was tired living that life.
I was at the mall and I hear my cell phone ring.
I dont answer your call so u can hear my voicemail sing.
Just leave a message after the tone.
I didnt call u back because I didnt like your tone.
When all u cared about is your friends and illegal drugs.
Thats why I didnt like your stupid friends thugs.
When Weed and Heroin made u paranoid.
After that u wanted a steroid.
In our relationship there were emotional and tears.
I was so stressed out I had to drank me 6 beers.
Time goes so fast but I have to let go the past.