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4 months ago my wife started doing meth and begged her to stop and tried to work with her and got angry and cried and asked her to get help and did every thing i could for 6 weeks. then i left her. I saw her yesterday and she has lost at least 60 lbs and her face was sunken in and she had sores all over. she looks like she is half dead. we had a short conversation and i asked her if she was happy and she said that she didn’t know any more. Im not sure what that means. I really do care for her and I know our marriage is over and will never be again. but I still love her and i am worried she will kill herself with the drugs. I just woke up and started thinking about it now I cant sleep but I have to work in 2 hrs anyway. I don’t know if this is a question or not but I just felt the need to tell someone how i am feeling because since i left her I have no one to talk to any more. she was my best friend and my lover and now she is killing herself and it tears me apart. thanks for reading and if you have any incite please drop me a line. I feel a little better now having told someone about this even if you are a complete stranger.